venting:
today was just a waste of time from start to end
i really needed to be productive but couldn't even get the most basic of things done
it's not even like i was procrastinating more than usual, probably less actually, my brain was just completely nonfunctional all day
i usually feel pretty stupid already but it's on another level today. even typing this took me an unproportional amount of time, and i bet it sounds like incoherent rambling anyways
sorry for even bothering you with this shit